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片故事(10)Jennifer’s Photo Stories (10)

2017年07月06日 1:05 PDF版 分享转发

作者: Sunday, April 16, 2017 ,来源:作者博客,文章取自网络,旨在为读者提供多元信息,文章内容并不代表本网立场和观点。

Praising the Murderer 「无知的」硕士及学者

This clearly is a very “awkward” photo for our dance team in Hanwang Middle School in Mianzhu County, Sichuan Province in China. The photographer was not fast enough to snap a photo while we were dancing; so he asked us to hold still afterwards so that he could “make up” for what he missed. However, he was still way too slow. Some of us became impatient and gave up holding the pose. Only three still managed to stay in the posture, with two showing miserable expressions including me at the back row. 

这张很「失败」的照片是我上初中时照的。我们跳舞时摄影师动作太慢,来不及抓拍,跳完後就让我们摆好姿式等着。可他还是太不专业了,半天了也还没拍,所以有人不耐烦地站直了腰,不给他摆姿式了;剩下三个还在勉力支持的,两个已是痛苦满面,其中一个是後面那排的我。
And what was the dance all about? It was about singing the praises of the Chinese Communist Party(CCP) for “liberating the slaves in Tibet”. We were obviously dressed and acted as grateful Tibetans to express our gratitude towards the CCP.
那这是个什麽舞蹈呢?显而易见,我们跳的是舞,歌颂并感谢让「西藏农奴」翻了身。
For more than 30 years, all those songs that glorify the CCP engraved very deeply in my mind; as I had heard them too many times. Like the song accompanied our dance, we had to listen to it countless times while practicing the dance.
在多达三十多年里,我们跳舞时用的那支歌颂共产党「解放」西藏的伴歌,以及其他所有宣传共产党「伟、光、正」的歌,都深深的印在我脑海里,不定什麽时候就自己跑出来了。尤其跳舞时的伴歌,因爲反覆听、反覆练,撵都撵不走。
It was not until 2001, when I was already 35 years old, did I ever realize that my knowledge about Tibet was very, very wrong. It was at a human rights forum in Melbourne on the Human Rights Day; and I was invited there to talk about the persecution I suffered in the Chinese labor camp for practicing Falun Gong. At that stage I had just escaped from China several months ago.
直到2001年,已35岁「高龄」的我才第一次意识到,我关於西藏的认知是多麽的错误——而且是通过一个最尴尬的方式。
那是在当年人权日澳大利亚墨尔本的一次研讨会上,我应邀去发表演讲,讲述自己因修炼劳教所里所遭受的非人折磨。
At the Q & A session, a lady asked me, “What do you know about the persecution in Tibet? Do they suffer similar persecution?”
I quickly searched within my mind for what I knew about Tibet; and realized in panic that apart from “the CCP had liberated Tibetan salves and brought them eternal happiness”, I knew nothing at all about what happened in Tibet.
As a labor camp survivor who had nearly been tortured to death, and who had witnessed how mad and overwhelming CCP’s lies and propaganda campaign could be, I of course already knew that what the CCP had told us about Tibet could be all wrong. But what was the right information?
到了演讲後的提问环节,一名女士问我:「据您所知,西藏的情况怎样?西藏人是否也遭受同样的迫害?」
我迅速地在脑海中搜索自己关於西藏的知识,发现除了那首歌及中共历史教科书中关於共产党「解放」了西藏农奴的宣传之外,竟然是一无所有。那时我才刚刚逃离中国几个月,整天忙於写书,也无暇上网看东西,所以除了在国内已经装入脑袋的信息之外,其他什麽也没有。
在刚刚经历了劳教所的九死一生,见证了中共对法轮功铺天盖地的造谣攻势之後,我那时当然已经能猜到中共告诉我的关於西藏的一切,可能都是错的。可是对的是什麽?不知道。
I had to admit that that was one of the most embarrassing moments in my entire life. As a Master of Science who graduated from a top university, Peking University, in China, I had thought that I was quite well educated, very smart, and knew a lot. But at that embarrassing moment when so many people were eagerly gazing at me and waiting for an answer, I had to admit that I was too ignorant to offer any.
那一刻真是尴尬啊。台下那麽多双眼睛热切的望着我,等着我的回答,而我却不得不满面通红地承认:我在此问题上一无所知。对於从北大研究生毕业的、自认爲很聪明、受教育程度很高的我来说,那真是被深深刺痛的一刻。
回去後我立刻狂上网找西藏的资料看,这才第一次了解到,天哪,中共在西藏杀了那麽多人!
The other day I saw a post of Professor Ming Xia from CUNY-College of Staten Island, sharing similar “ignorance” and “embarrassment” of knowing nothing about Iwo Jima and its significance as someone who had studied International Politics for eight years and then taught it for three years in China.
So, how devastating is the damage that the CCP has done to China and Chinese people? How hard do we need to work in order to get rid of it? I would say that we have a long way to go!
前两天在网上看到纽约城市大学斯泰登学院(CUNY—College of Staten Island)夏明教授的一个帖子,说他作爲已在接受国际政治系八年训练并授课三年的学者,来到美国後才发现自己并不了解美国在二战,尤其是太平洋战争中的牺牲和贡献,以及硫磺岛之战的重要性,当时也是无比尴尬。
由此可见,中国对中国及中国人民的伤害到底有多深?从字典到教科书,从小学生的舞蹈到央视的春晚,一切的一切它都掌控着,按它的要求全套瞎编或造假,到後来,连人们的思维方式都跑不出它设计的路线了。只要它一按开关,你脑子里出来的保证是它想要的东西。
所以,就算中共明天就倒台,要清除它的流毒,还有很长的路要走呐。

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