August 06, 2017

作者：曾铮 ，来源：作者博客，文章取自网络，旨在为读者提供多元信息，文章内容并不代表本网立场和观点。

The Awakening of Self-consciousness 十六岁时的伤感

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This photo was taken on my 16th birthday. That was the year when I started to have self-awareness, self-consciousness and even self-pity… If I were a flower, I had started “anticipating” my withering and falling even before I fully blossomed. Sometimes I was as sensitive as Lin Daiyu in the Dream of the Red Chamber. A breeze of wind, a dry leaf, or a faded petal was enough to stir my heart. Life was so short, so uncertain, and so easy to be hurt…So I made a decision to take a photo of myself at each and every birthday in all the coming years, so that I could have something to get hold on in the future…
And so, this is the first of a series of birthday photos.
这张照片是十六岁时的生日照。那一年是我自我意识开始觉醒的时候吧，很多时候还会陷入自怜，正如一朵还未开放，就开始预想着自己何时会凋零的花朵一样，内心无比敏感柔弱。一阵风，一片叶，一瓣花，都可能让我像葬花的黛玉一般，黯然神伤。人生是如此短暂，岁月是如此易逝，生命是如此无助……也就是从那一年起，我决定：以後每年的生日都要照一张相片留下来。这样，都其他都逝去之後，最起码我还有照片……就这样，我照下了人生中第一张由自己做主要照下来的生日纪念照。